But again, you can't change what happened. Don't be too hard on yourself. Smile a bit. Forgive yourself. And do not repeat. But seriously, don't be too hard on yourself.
That said, if you don't have the kid this weekend, hope you're getting out & doing something fun. If you do have the kid this weekend, hope the two of you have a blast just doing what ever you're doing.
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